Whom your showing off? Who are you?

Sometimes I feel, why I am using these social media especially #Facebook,#Whatsapp, #Instagram... It's been 8 years since that,I am using Fb.I have made the things very complex by making virtual world and real world as unite. At times,I feel, to delete all my accounts and contacts.Living with new people and new places.After sometimes,I again ask myself, That’s it? Is this I really want ? happiness means this much only? Doing new frnds and enjoying with them? or putting a stylish pic in social media as having fun with my friends, trekking with frnds... bla bla...Do you think burning a cigarette at night and taking alcohol or watching pornography videos gona gives you happy? or going to party and celebration in pubs and all stuffs matters either? Think for how much time? Tomo same sobering life u need to face. Is this what my purpose of my life? Again,I am Asking myself,what I am doing here? Whether to show the people I am living my life happily and spending time enjoyable with my closed ones or what? or do I need more friends and crave for beautiful gals? or pinging someone at 2Oclock n expecting on other side to say love you 😋

On contrary, getting in touch with my friends, sharing information, chitchat with frnds for sometimes and so on does have g8 impact.Do agree. However, It’s just an entertainment part which has really very less space in our life which I never had realized. Even it's not the real life where I share something in my timeline or status. As I said, it's just for time pass or entertainment part.

Have a look at this article what your Facebook status revels.http://www.inc.com/peter-economy/what-science-says-your-facebook-status-updates-reveal-about-you.html?cid=sf01002&sr_share=facebook Coming to the point, I found none of them makes me really satisfaction. It's a Problem inside me and depending on my mood I usually behave to people. Even sometime very joy able and funny and sometimes,arrogant.Technically,That's not me. 🙃

I often watch ted videos and believe in creating something new discovery like that stuff.It may be life or it may be technology.That’s dream. I found,Real happiness is different.It exists only with in my self and not with the outside world..Going for a morning walk,doing meditation,taking full responsibility for life ,makes sense to my real life. Mainly meditation has changed so many peoples .I figured it out,what really matters to me and makes me feel happy. like Helping someone and after that looking his or her smiley face , Thinking of new technology and discoveries in the world taking with parents and listening to them for hour's, hanging out with friends and discussing others fault 💃 Listing to slow music with good lyrics Listing to story, of a friend and healing his or her sorrow for hour's Giving free advice and speech like what I am doing right now also I feel good :p Looking at stars and thinking of my life and another planets 👽 (i know it's sounds like creepy but i do love staring at sky n looking at dazzling stars and aeroplane) Capturing Nature photos which, almost I forgot as I am good at taking photos...Even, now no one there4me to praise how special I am! Well, its fine though. :) With time everything heals and I am only responsible what i have done to me. like wise, so many things makes me feel very happy. I jus need to hold my life and need to flow according to my heart. it's sound's like Long Speech(In Hindi/Odiya/Telugu, u may say,Prabachan start hogaya guru ka 🔫) It's fine though.Even I didn't say any new story. Just a random big thought. Let's put it an end to this story.I hope,from now at least I'll do what makes me feel happy :) Thanks for reading