A dream

 Maybe I am late to understand this, In life, you are never stuck on one thing ever. When it comes to a relationship it's always mutual understanding and respect towards each other. If someone does not find your presence in the crowd or the mess or does not value your presence, again and again, it's better to move on. You are not even obligated to show emotions to the other person or pull them back into a single world. It's better to let them go in silence because you are valuing yourself and letting them lead a better life. In the end, matters in how well you managed to grow or maturely handled your emotions by taking the right decisions.

 It feels pain when someone is there but not listening to you.

For the past few days, you are struggling to take a rest. You are planning to create your own house but are unable to do so. It's already an exhausting journey you travelled so far, scared of outside predators. While in search of a better place, you got a house next to a big tree. Few human beings are living in the place as you noticed. You are already afraid of them because they can be your enemies too. But you do not have other alternatives. You took a rest outside the nearby tree today. With a heavy heart the next day, you went inside and sat on a wire in the front room. Someone is coming near to you. You flew away. You come again after 15 minutes to make sure they are not harming you. The next day, you come with your partner and sitting on the same wire and trying to predict where can be the safest place to build your house. Suddenly, one person coming nearer to you. You pray to God not to harm because you are running out of time and place. Your partner already flew away but yo

 A new city. Bright halogen lights outside, big buildings might be 100 floors it contains, and you wonder about IT life. From a distance, a watchman is watching each one and allowing who has valid access to the premise. You've already started imagining one day you'll be entering inside with a valid ID card. Folded sleeves, iron pant folding are still visible from a distance. You are tired of work today and going to the down lobby. Suddenly your friend interrupts you by asking what are we gonna gift your friend's birthday for tomorrow? You tell IDK. You insist your friend lets go inside the gate by telling you we came for an interview. Your friend tells are you gone mad? We came here for your friend's birthday and it's already 10 O clock. You say, Yes with a big smile :)

Sometimes, I wanted to seize a moment and the people around me. I wish I had some supernatural power. But then things change and nothing remains the same. For instance, when I get inspired by someone or like someone's ideology then I used to think, "Please stay in my life like this forever". I assumed that way, I am learning and growing. Other days, I tried saying in words as well but practically that never worked. People who are connected always find a way out no matter what has changed. Some can never be in your life. With time other person careers, priorities, lifestyle, and so many things change. I do acknowledge but then again I ask myself, "Is that still me, who is standing in the middle and looking back ?" But Then my mind says, "WHY?" Probably, It's time for a change or rewires of my thoughts. For you, it might be standing at the last but for others it just the opposite. Sometimes even your presence and effort not visible to someone. But th

You open your eyes, looks at your mom along with your siblings. Your eyes attract those damn bright colours outside your home. You have no idea your home is a drainage system in the human world. But that does not matter for you. Because you are truly enjoying and playing with your siblings and mom. It's like heaven for you with so many things to explore. You have no idea who all are the creatures in this world. Mom says do not go outside. Be there with me and forever. Again curiosity you have that what's there on the bright side. Today is the first day after you are born, You started fighting with mom to go to the bright side. Mom agrees this time along with her you enter into the world. You hardly resist the sun's shine. So you ran away fast and move under the nearby car. Now you have two worlds, one dark and another bright. Slowly you are discovering interesting stuff around you. There are few bugs, mosquitoes who can fly around you, and a few interesting creatures wh